Yeah, that Big Ben fellow was trying way too hard to be a WRITER and, like so many people who try to do that, wrote terribly as a result. Also, I've got to say that on the continuum of bad things people in my own life have done, especially those who drink too much and do too many drugs, Fat Mike's rank no higher than many. This is not to say that he doesn't have reason to be screwed up by them but rather that his is hardly an exceptional case--except, I suppose, in that he is as bothered as he apparently is.