Jason that is so awful. Like everyone, I'm so sorry to know this happened to you.
I wish I could think of more to say right now, but my heart really goes out to you. I know what it's like to be stressed, panicky, and then mistreated by the very people who are supposed to help you. It's a desperate, frustrating and unfair feeling.
Just keep hanging in there, and I know it is a cliche, but something will get better. Even if it is just littles at a time, appreciate them. It makes life easier to deal with.
I'm thinking of you.
xo swiss