[ If I was in his shoes I'd probably feel the same way.
If I were in his shoes, even with his talent and creativity, I never would have lasted doing 10 years of TBSOWFMU, on top of a demanding job (based mostly on West Coast) and tons of other interests.
I think we should look to the finale of the Sopranos for comfort--you know, let's focus on the good times we had. And don't stop believing.