P.S. Julie, if you really want to be accepted into the FOT community, I think you need to call the show to apologize for what you said. If you really mean what you say, that you are sorry, it means nothing until you actually say it out loud. Then I (or maybe we) can judge whether it is a sincere apology, as you say it is. Since you were so insincere before, how do we know you are being sincere now?
Why am I doing this again? Oh well, I'll post it anyway