Yeah, me too. As a Zappa worshipper at age 13 (in fairness to myself, it was Absolutely Free/We're Only In It for the Money Zappa, not "Jewish Princess"/"Don't Eat the Yellow Snow" Zappa), I took on the burden of forcing myself to dig Trout Mask. And you know what, it was worth it. Now I know that Beefheart has more cred mainly because Zappa sucked, but also because he was a true visionary genius.