I gotta say, I will be extremely bummed out if it doesn't go the way I want it, but there's a few things that I will hold onto:
I maintain that I basically lost faith in the people of the U.S.A. in 2004, so if Obama wins, this will restore my faith, but if he loses, it'll just be more of the same. I've gotten used to expecting nothing, but four years ago I was pretty surprised when everyone sold their core values up the river.
Also, I still feel that this election was all about Obama, and that the Republicans are a mess either way. McCain would probably be a "good guy" but a shitty president, as opposed to an evil guy and an evil president. If he dies and Sarah Palin takes over, well, yeah, we're fucked, but it's important to remember that if McCain/Palin loses, Palin's gonna be around for awhile anyway. We're stuck with her, and there's a small army of Sarah Palins behind her. We're stuck with all these ignorant goons no matter who wins, so we deal with them now, or we stave them off for a bit and then deal with them again in four years.
This sounds so pessimistic but it's weirdly the stuff I'm trying to comfort my nerves with! I still have hope, and that kinda scares me.